haiz so long nver write blog liao cuz nowadays i quite busy la...i gt a job training 2mrerow i m so happy lor cuz is wad sales consulter ting la...quite sainz also i also veri happy todae cuz playing wif my friends dota is so fun lor..i kill darren lots of times cuz he def sucks n the item he bought was not correct aniway n elvin lei his def worst like sai i shoot 3 to 4 times he mati liao...bt rather i tink tat jojo has improve in his skill of playing dota bt he is still lack of teamwork lor so jojo hope u c tis post n change...n todae i also veri sad lor actually i now still veri angry lor bt i tink tat person also feel sian of me liao"maybe"n i dnoe why so jealous lor bt aniway arrr i dun wana care liao...is like i scare tat if there is another person that person always left out me de lor n i juz simpily hate ppl soing that to me...maybe i should put so much feeling into tis frendship cuz i m veri hurt now why m i so stuip...maybe from the start ppl already dun like me liao which i m so bhb so pester that person...i feel so hurt i tink maybe i should be more open bt....dun why lei when i kana left out i juz feel like......sobsob tears dipping liao...dun noe lei maybe is like i dun wana lose tis best frend of mine then i gt jealous of wad he told me juz now..bt i dun wan de,the feeling juz come to me lor...i m that kind of person who always put too much feelings into everyting n turn outi m the one who is most hurt would be me lorrrrrr...he haf always being my best frend btw no best is good until cannt good liao then scare one day he would totally left me out...n now i gt someting that i wanna all along...."dunooe how to say liao"...to tat frend of mine can u dun do tis to me..maybe u might tink i m too selfish bt nvm de...i really very sian n sad hope tommrrow i would feel better ba....i feel so much better after saying out my heart felts!:((