todae i so sad....dunnie whie lei maybe onli justin n dillon understand mie....and todae i burst into tears in maths class there is somtihng tat came inot my mind tat i was toking to justin for the pevious nite...is like i felt like dieing since yesterday cause i m tired of living i m tired of thinking and being sad...there something tat happening between us i felt someting veri strong towards me...i aLso dunooe how to sa la...i juz felt like crying whenever i crying and todae i already had try to not cry not i realli could not control my feeling out of sudden...also dunnoe how to say la..i hope tat justin or dillon can save me out of tis situation...its veri pain and veri tired i juz felt like dieing whenver u thought of tat...is juz like being betray by sometone who is the one i trust the most in the whole wide world he realli dissapoint me tat why i felt like crying...he not the one who use to care and share the thougt wif mi3..tat whie i felt so sad...although i tok to the cousller but is like now i caming back into my mind again....also dunnoe how to say feel like haf a shoulder for mi3 to cry...juz like the cousller said tat i felt tis because is like my veri friend and the one trust the most leave me and betray me..tat wadthe counsler said...also dunooe how to solve tis problem..help me arrrrrrrr...i m going around the bushhhh....and someting came into my mind she ask me who is the personi most trust actually is .... but dunnoe why he treating me like tat ow i tink tat dillon is the one who realli care for me..help arrrrr...i m dieing arrrrrrrrr.....i m veri tried liao i dunoe wana tink animore or cry over it animore....luckily there is stll justin N dillon to care altough somebody .... who use to be the one i trust the most my whole life he leave me and betray me...dillon n justin ty for caring for me...i tink my life still haf to go on...i muz be strong although i m sad....i muz brace up and work hard to pass my math not let jusitn downnnn.....gary do u noe tat u r the wan 1 i trust the most my whole entrie life....do u noe how much it hurts when u did all those tings to me u noe ma i felt like dieing because of tat i m veri tried liao...how i hope tat some1 would understand...haf u ever experince ur friends doing all kinds of tings behind ur back u noe ma how much i hurts me is like i fell from 100 storey building and u noe ma u r my best frenz form sec1 and darren i haf explain to him but why muz u do all those to me...u noe i cry because of tis tings actually i can chose not to cried but i cant because u r the one i trust the most and u r my best frenz...can u tink ma wad haf u ever done anithing for me...i dun wana to quarrel wif u is like it has being i my heart for veri long...i always tell myself to be open and not to cry but iccant realli....sry to said tat i haf lost all my hopes and after tis incident i noe who realli care for me....i m veri tried liao...and i haf nver change is onli i haf realli to work hard and maybe i haf found some1 more trustworthy...and u still my best friend...